Just For Her Glimpse

I reached to the park at 7:15 and started looking for her vehicle outside, there were some 08 White Activa’s and none of those belong to her. Yes she also owns a Activa (White).

I just wanted to see her, her face, her all for a while to heal my soul, to get some relief from being restless from last few days. Although I had no intention to go to that garden she has started going for evening walk. I left office at 7:00 and suddenly my heart said, please take me to her, I want to get a blink of her and I could not defend.

I entered in park with a though to catch her glimpse through my eyes and leave without letting her know. That is all what was the need of mine, just to see her. I sit on a bench at a distance from walking strip so that she could not recognize me, neither I wanted to. And my eyes, my heart started searching for her, but she was not there. Meanwhile I started listening songs on my mobile to get apart from the whole world.

I changed my location to nearby bench in front of the entrance gate she was supposed to enter. My eyes were stick to the gate with a thought that she will come in next few minutes and will get her glimpse and heal my soul at moment. I waited there till 8:50 but she was not there, she didn’t come.

It was 9:00 by the time, when I got up and started walking to my bike with no regret in my heart. But this is not something usual, One would have hated the situation and the person he/she was waiting for, that too when the whole thing was only to get a glimpse of her. All I know or came to know that I can’t hate her whatever may happen. She is not love of mine, rather she is me, and I am incomplete without her. You will be there in my heart itself, all time, like two different bodies but one soul and this is all destined and beyond of control.

I kicked my bike and scanned once again for that particular White Activa but it was not there, she was not there. I closed my eyes and she was right there in front of me, in my eyes, in my heart, in me.